I think it is time for something new. I am tired of the worries that come with college; namely money. I"m so broke and I have no idea how I am going to pay for this semester. I'm not to worried about all that though. I have been feeling damn good lately. I'm trying to decide whether or not to travel to ease my mind and think about my art (both writing an visual). I have the travel bug in the worst way. I need to get out of Texas. I think a break from college may be the best thing for me. I want to get out there and do something.

Hmm time to renew my DA subscription. In other news, I have begun writing again! I just started reading Letters to a Young Poet recently and have begun gathering myself up to get back to work.

time for a sabbatical.

-i have nothing new/interesting to offer this literature community

-my words aren't honest anymore

-i'm confused about my life and doubting myself way too much to continue writing things my heart aren't into

i will still be around i guess, just not as much.

It bothers me that I cannot seem to break out of my shell even in digital space.
It is funny how being on-line allows you to be however you want to be, but I choose to be more of me. Being me is not all that bad, but the me that I am choosing to be is...sad. Does this make sense? Do you care?

I think most people are mostly more of themselves, even if it is more of an idealized incarnation. Holding back is all I ever seem to do, I am so afraid of being to out-there, for fear of... well, I do not know what.
I do not feel at home anywhere, that exists out side my head, and sometimes that is not to best situation.

blah, I don't know what this is suppose to accomplish but yeah ...

Do Your Ears Hang Low?
(I used to love this song.)

Do your ears hang low?
Do they wobble to and fro?
Can you tie them in a knot?
Can you tie them in a bow?
Can you throw them o'er your shoulder
like a continental soldier?
Do your ears hang low?

Do your ears hang high?
Do they reach up to the sky?
Do they droop when they are wet?
Do they stiffen when they're dry?
Can you semaphore your neighbour
with a minimum of labour?
Do your ears hang high?

Do your ears flip-flop?
Can you use them for a mop?
Are they stringy at the bottom?
Are they curly at the top?
Can you use them for a swatter?
Can you use them for a blotter?
Do your ears flip-flop?

Do your ears hang out?
Can you waggle them about?
Can you flip them up and down
as you fly around the town?
Can you shut them up for sure
when you hear an awful bore?
Do your ears hang out?

*sigh* I am sucking at the everyday writing thing...
tomorrow/tonight I promise!

i am out of things to write about,
or at least tired of writing about the same things.

ideas?